Memories at the Sea

by W.F. Manchester

I visit the ocean,
Where you held your hand in mine as we ambled along the water’s edge,
The psychedelic roar of waves crashing in and roiling about our feet,
Sucking sounds of sand being pulled back to the sea,
Our footprints’ strident protests against obliteration…
The places we once traced,
No remembrance holding out,
I find no solace in the empty beach,
Desolate without your presence.
Memories are lemon rinds on my tongue,
I swig down large drafts of rum to quell the bitterness
And walk on numbly in the cold…
As the shore runs away into the eternal horizon,
I see you lying far away
In that cold and sterile room,
Between crisp white sheets,
Magenta lips matching magenta bruises on your face and forehead,
Lips I love so much hushed forever in the rushing riptide of death as it comes to sweep you
far away from me…
I am at the mercy of the sea,
A gray monolith, immobile, unfeeling,
Waves crash about me,
My mouth is open,
As if to speak,
The silence between the drivel hides the answers I cannot seem to find,
And what is there to say, anyway?
She is gone,
I remain…

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